it's not that i wanted to act this way, to be this way, to change into this
to become this person
i don't think i'm a worse or better person now than i was
i'm just different
the level of apathy inside me is pathetic.
i've broken my own rules.
i've broken my own heart.
i've stopped doing what's good or what's bad
i've started doing what i want.
despite the sometimes severe consequences.
i wake up
i go to sleep
time and time again.
just waiting for something to ignite inside of me.
the missing light to come back.
until then...
hello, this is me.
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