I wanted the feeling to go away. Honestly and truly I did. I didn't want to keep having this constant need or want to be with you. I didn't want to drop everything the minute you wanted me or needed me. I wanted to be free from your hypnotic words and the look in your eye that I could never deny. And now I got what I wished for. I don't crave for anyone to message me, let alone you. I don't need to see someone's face everyday for it to feel like a good day. But now I miss it. I miss the wanting. I miss the needing. I miss smiling when I get a message from you or bragging about you in a casual conversation, because I really do think you're amazing. But, I don't miss you. I miss the feeling. I miss everything and I can't get it back.
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