When Nothing was Simple

it was never you. it was always me. it was always me pushing, wanting, asking for more. it was me that drove to your house when you needed me. it was never you that stood beside me when my sky was falling. it was me putting my body over yours when your entire world was collapsing. it was me texting you after i knew you had a hard day. it was me remembering to text you even after i had a hard day. it was me blocking shot after shot as they came after you with their harsh words and careless actions. it was never you wanting to fight for me. so now i fight for myself. i take care of myself. i love myself. because you never did, and probably never will.

it was never you that i needed

it was always you that i wanted